today me ,, meiqi ,, beautiful liar ,, kelvin ,, sinheng&pauline wenn out... to tampines ... =) we hab lots of fun down there ... especially meiqi my PAIKIA !!! she soo dam funny larhhs cn! OOP! We were having a window shopping down dere barhh! And posing at third and forth floor... We are lame ii noe ... LOLS! tat babyclarkson cum soo late ohh wenn he cum me&kelvin[mr illusion] already wan2 go bak liao lo! too bad lo. I was so ugly at tampines lor.. cux i'm duhs oni one in sch uniform among dem ... Laugh ... cux weird weird duhs mahh ... hahas! today ii did attend sch wenn it's after sch already ... budden end up leii ii orsho didnt take exam ... siiannx waste of tym leii ... =((( And tonight ii dun think i;m slpin ler.... =.=
signing off : marilyn <33 mrCARROT
i'm fully developed to hym .x33
♥ 9:17 AM
today ishh another day without going to sch lo.
duno whyes nowadays dun feel lyk going to sch???
mayb bcux of the stress ii had enough ...??
whads problem do ii hab?? MONEY problem ,, STUDY problem,,RELATIONSHIP problem,,FAMILY problem???
2008 reely cux alort of problem for mii.... somemore this yr ishh N level...
as for MONEY problem...my dad didnt gib mi money at all after ii hab shift to my mother place... and he ish lyk wan mi to go bak.. but he wait long NO WAY am ii going to go bak to tat LIVING-HELL place...duhs most no money spend onii ..but in sch ii hab no money lo.... everyday in sch sinheng [Gan-Laogong] hab to treat me wit his money...and it was lyk .. duno how to explain lyk spending others pple money as if pple own yoos lidatt ... soo guilty ohkkays .. budden neber mindd .. i'm writing down everysingle dollars tat he ishh spending for mine recess or whads ever .. GONNA PAY HYM BACK ONE DAY!!!ii may shure & dun kare!=PPPP!
as for STUDY problem .. so early hab to wait up liao lo.. so stressful and ii use to stay in my grandmother house during school day budden bcux ii fought wit my dad =*( ii no longer going bak tat idiotic place... denn it cux mi alort of trouble... ii kant wake up ... overslept ... didnt attend sch ... and many more... sumtym too over STRESS dun feel lyk STUDYING at ALL! how ii wishh tat ii dunid to study denn ii cn hab all those talent and cerfiticiates in wit miii.... or mayb ishh bcux i'm too STUPID!
as for RELATIONSHIP problem... hahas actually it's not reely a big problem or whads lo... it's jushh tat compliciated sometimes... ii lyk mrCARROT tat whads most pple noe .. and mrCARROT noes it duhs most hymself ... budden he jushh kant take duhs fact .. wad he tell mi ishh he ishh not ready for any relationships...all he cares now ishh studys and brother... actually tats nothing bad ... buddhen ii jush dun hope tat he will bcum more and more bad la....but finally ii ask hym ytd ... do you wan mi to wait for u? he duno how to answer mi and tell mi he will gib mi duhs answer wenn ii saw him in msn duhs vey nxt tym ... and reely he didnt go on9 tat often ..wenn ii saw him on9 ii was lyk so dam happy kkays. tat whyes I ONI LOVES HYM. NO ONE ELSE ... unless... tat PERSON reely reely loves me .. mayb ii will gib hym a CHANCE...
as for FAMILY problem... me and my mother always quarrel lo... duno whyes... ishh lyk sumtym ii dun even dare to go home wenn she's off for her work ... it make me so un-happy + sadd lo...
And wad me and her mostly quarrel about ishh MONEY,HOUSEWORK... she at there nagnagnag lahhs. And tat reely makes me feel tat i'm living in duhs hell without peace with lots of torture???? Sometime ii was thinkin .. whyes she wan2 torture mi lidatt...=(
after reading this ... cn anyone comment or help mi with idea of solving all those problem????
if anyone reely helps ... denn thanks alort =)
signing off : marilyn x33 mrCARROT
he the one and onii guy ii developed onto! I LOVE HYM <33
♥ 8:36 AM
today me ,, meiqi ,, beautiful liar ,, kelvin ,, sinheng&pauline wenn out... to tampines ... =) we hab lots of fun down there ... especially meiqi my PAIKIA !!! she soo dam funny larhhs cn! OOP! We were having a window shopping down dere barhh! And posing at third and forth floor... We are lame ii noe ... LOLS! tat babyclarkson cum soo late ohh wenn he cum me&kelvin[mr illusion] already wan2 go bak liao lo! too bad lo. I was so ugly at tampines lor.. cux i'm duhs oni one in sch uniform among dem ... Laugh ... cux weird weird duhs mahh ... hahas! today ii did attend sch wenn it's after sch already ... budden end up leii ii orsho didnt take exam ... siiannx waste of tym leii ... =((( And tonight ii dun think i;m slpin ler.... =.= 
