{Personal }
Guess what ? I think i really had to give up on you? I really don’t know why? Isit because I didn’t try hard enough ? No matter how much I change? Just for one chance .. Is it really so hard ? Always thinking , can i text you? Will you reply … will you find me irritating ? Have you fall in love with someone else already ? All those thoughs never fail to come out from my mindset. Falling for someone is really really very hard for me , but why ? Why I choose to love someone who already don’t had any feeling for me? Why I deserve such punishment ? No matter what I do ? You just ignore me , yahs as you had said , you have already changed to someone else ? When im stress , I think of you .. all the stress will be gone . When im crying .. I just hope you were beside me , to hug me .. cheer me up .. tell me not to cry . But all this wont be back to me anymore correct . Loving someone is really that special . You know what? I really cant let go and now I had to force myself to let go , and accept others that I don’t love . Tragic isnt it? I just hope I can end my life or just be a nun , or be in a coma situration so that I don’t had to worry so much . Why , can someone just kill me? Family , then come relationship . If you really love me , don’t leave me , cause im not use to be alone without you . I’m really really not use to it . Please come back to me , I’ll be everything you need . Let fate decide what happen next . I know you miss last time marilyn . Now I miss her too . If I were her , you will love me back correct . But I guess I wont be her anymore . That marilyn is already DEAD! Same as YOU , the past you is already DEAD TOO . Let just die together alright . I hope I can go in and join my sister , so that when you’re in army , I wont miss you , even if I miss you I cant do anything , cause im inside too . Or just DIE! I swear to GOD , I really love you , really want to know how you feel , really want to share your stress with you . Wipe your tears when you’re sad . Hug you tight when you’re cold . Be the first and last person that were by your side . CAN I ?
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Me , Chocolate & DingHan
We three like Ahtuh at Town .
Dinghan went there just to eat BOTAK JONES!-.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGJIE!
HOPE YOU WERE HAPPY TODAY OKAYS!
WITH ALL THOSE NONSENSE AND FUN! :)
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TQ KORKOR!
TODAY LIKE SO HAPPY TWO PERSON BIRTHDAY!

Rise and shine everyone !
Today wakeup around 8am in the morning, Watch Notting Hill and cook maggie mee!
I text Peterpan , hoping that he will wakeup so that I can smoke , but im too stupid to leave my phone silent . He called and texted me but when I saw all the miss call and sms .. he fall asleep .
Sooooo! I continue doing nothing at home , even wake my mom up for work .(what a good daughter)
Around 12pm Darrel korkor suddenly miss call and text me ask me to call him , guess what? It’s HongJie’s birthday ! He gave me two hours to prepare and ask me call joanne to tell her the time .
Since I got two hours to prepare , of cause i take mine own sweet time la .
Around 1plus , finally Peterpan wakeup ler! Ask me meet him under he’s block , but i told him im preparing … so i ask him to wait lor . (he always say i prepare super long)
2pm finally im done with all those preparing and stuff , I called Peterpan , he pick up and say Moshimoshi! -.- lame right this guy . I ask him go down he tell me he need 5mins .
But i wait for around 20-25mins under he’s block . And I went off cause im late ler .
And so idiotic , I just got up the bus and he called me , telling me he reach ler !-.- super lame lor .
OOO and I just tell him im on the bus liao! -.- He told me he caught a soft toy for me , but my luck for nt getting them today , cause nv wait for him . Super idiotic pig lor him !

Reach tampines interchange around 2.30pm . Saw Joanne&HongJie .Super pathetic , none of us got ciggar , lol so we go find ben see if he got ciggar , and of cause we’re meeting Darrel kor outside cheers !

Around 4plus , we reach Katong , Went Teoheng to Singsong , Luckily teoheng the door if made of plastic if not all sure break one lor . Haaaaaas! Due to our “nice” voice yahs . The singing session end around 7pm at night . All of us cab back to CS . Arcade again lor , me and hongjie went to play Jubeat , while darrel continues the stupid nv ending car games! -.- 8plus I went to my ahma house , staying over night .
Play comp for 1-2hrs then go down RC meet my gan di , Hanhui . He super kelian cause wait for me very long ler , can see he abit angry yahs ! D: SORRY DIDI! Slack with him and Perry till 3plus midnight then decide to go home due to too cold&bored already . HAHAS and with all my cold jokes make them even colder! :P

TO KITTY SISTER :
Sister , hope you wont forget me okays .. ytd you left ler , 5yrs only … I can wait der … Must not lose contact with me okay ! I swear i love you a lot der .

UPCOMING BIRTHDAY !

IPIN'S BIRTHDAY 25/11

PETERPAN'S BIRTHDAY 27/11

PIGGYCHANG'S BIRTHDAY 29/11

{I swear i didnt forget all of you ! }

PS : TO AHCHYE
I dont know who the hell are you , and i dont want to know .. Now is you wan to make the matter bigger one uh ? Dont worry one day i will come down der . Dont nid worry so much . I want to see how brenda look like . And her boyfriend . See how "handsome" is her boyfriend , why would my meimei want to sleep with him ! LOL! Cant wait? THEN HANDS OFF THIS MATTER LOR! Behave like that X.Girl nahs . Dont have her problem she shut up ! LOL . Or she can ask her unborn baby to come and talk to me yahs . lol 2009 going 2010 . Talk Money And not Gangster ! LOL